The year is coming to an end and looking back I have to admit that 2015 wasn’t my year. Not at all. Not a tiny bit. It started crappy with me being sick, it continued with me being sick, it went on with me being sick… one illness after another… my body came up with different kind of issues, some small, some intense, full recovery seemed difficult. Midyear I was physically, mentally and emotionally out of balance.
Just a few weeks left until 2015. Somehow I am not ready yet to let 2014 end. This year slipped through my fingers and part of me holds on to it, still processing what touched me deeply. 2014 was quite intense on different levels for my loved ones and myself. Looking back I see three major themes in 2014
being authentic and real
I need to write about my little one. (August 2014)
He has always been my challenge, often left me sitting with questions regarding parenting. He has caused some ambivalent feelings in me - sadness, impatience, frustration, helplessness, worry... and since the first minute of being in this world he has been a special spiritual, so very compassionate and sensitive child. Looking back on 6 years, I now find our relationship changing so very much....